As I began to eat more "regular" foods again, I had a new standard for what I would eat. Because I tend to be a more extreme person, my health journey was anything but gradual. But then God began to speak to me about process.
I had to learn that it was okay for this to be a JOURNEY, and a process…it didn't have to be an overnight arrival.
Eventually I learned that the important thing was to just be on the journey. It wasn't about reaching an end destination, but was rather about engaging in the process, learning new things at each bend, and moving forward. Some seasons have been full of a lot of forward movement - learning and implementing all sorts of new things. Then other seasons have been more about cruising slowly or even stoping at a rest stop along the way. And I had to realize this was all okay, and was all part of the process.
For awhile my process looked like figuring out which foods to add back in to my diet and which ones I wanted to continue to avoid. I will get into the details of a lot of these things in various blog posts, but the general sense of it was that I knew I wanted to stay commited to avoiding processed foods, sugar, and refined grains. I also knew that I was committed to eating organic whenever possible, and to investing in the highest quality meats. I had a lot of questions about grains still (like if gluten was something to purposely include in our diet or not), and the jury was still very out on dairy for me.
But as I embraced making this about a lifestyle and a journey and not a fad thing, I realized I no longer had to have all the answers right away. I began to see that I could ask God to teach me and to show me along the path what foods would be best to eat and which ones to avoid. And I chilled out a little about the whole thing and knew I needed to figure out how to do this without turning it into an idol.